Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Been a while...
I guess it has been a while since I last worked. Like full focus really worked, I just read a Zen Blog today that really made sense with me. That the 1st step is to realize you are fighting resistance. That is SO very true! I face resistance every day!!! to eat and act healthy, to work my business, to do household chores- and currently to fold the laundry. While at this current minute I am not going to fold the laundry, I am aware now that this resistance exists and will be more choice worthy of what my time is taken up with. Current moment deserves phone time, calling customers- actually working. Shhhh don't tell my Deere Loving Husband, he won't know what to do!
Monday, January 21, 2008
Uncomfortable Startoff
Ok, funny to look back and see my great possitive attitude on the 7th. Go me!
It has been really hard to stay that way, but I am trying!
the 8th we found out that our best buddy and cousin Joe has cancer
the 10th My Deere Loving Husband sprainked his ankle servere enough that we went to the ER to make sure it wasn't broke, we also hung out with Joe that night and kinda got a feel of how he was doing
the 12th we took our dog to the vet b/c of bleeding stitches
the 14th I found out my job probably will be ending in March
the 15th I had a job test ! yeah, something good
the 16th we paid to have my computer reset and crap (stupid thing, but is running nicely now)
the 17th My Deere Loving Husband dropped the white truck off that we are trying to sell!! (BUY MY TRUCK!)
the 18th we went to a party at my Deere Loving Husband's bosses house
the 19th was busy, but I am not sure with what....Laundry! I remember now.
the 20th we hung at home & slept in
the 21th we hung at home & slept in (but still haven't heard from my boss about job?) worried.
so in that nut shell, I've been pretty stressed lately, sorry I haven't wrote more here. Guess that would make sense.....
It has been really hard to stay that way, but I am trying!
the 8th we found out that our best buddy and cousin Joe has cancer
the 10th My Deere Loving Husband sprainked his ankle servere enough that we went to the ER to make sure it wasn't broke, we also hung out with Joe that night and kinda got a feel of how he was doing
the 12th we took our dog to the vet b/c of bleeding stitches
the 14th I found out my job probably will be ending in March
the 15th I had a job test ! yeah, something good
the 16th we paid to have my computer reset and crap (stupid thing, but is running nicely now)
the 17th My Deere Loving Husband dropped the white truck off that we are trying to sell!! (BUY MY TRUCK!)
the 18th we went to a party at my Deere Loving Husband's bosses house
the 19th was busy, but I am not sure with what....Laundry! I remember now.
the 20th we hung at home & slept in
the 21th we hung at home & slept in (but still haven't heard from my boss about job?) worried.
so in that nut shell, I've been pretty stressed lately, sorry I haven't wrote more here. Guess that would make sense.....
Monday, January 7, 2008
Hubby's Help
Finally, helping with cleaning out the garage has finally paid off!!!
My Deere Loving Husband helped me through a organizational issue ( I seem to have many!) - and I am so thankful that he helped! I seem to continue to over annalize and over commit by extending work processes out much more than they need to be. I have been fighting (with myself) over how to organize my customers & a contact log. Finally, with David's help & the KISS thought process, I am back the basics. And that's ok, cuz I know it works.
My Deere Loving Husband helped me through a organizational issue ( I seem to have many!) - and I am so thankful that he helped! I seem to continue to over annalize and over commit by extending work processes out much more than they need to be. I have been fighting (with myself) over how to organize my customers & a contact log. Finally, with David's help & the KISS thought process, I am back the basics. And that's ok, cuz I know it works.
Just a bit waabbly.
Have you ever felt like a new born deer- but a bit waa-abbly in the legs? Not sure if your own muscles are going to hold you up? That's sure how I felt this morning!! Walking down my house stairs, after my first hour long work out in a very long time!!!!
It feels good to 'feel the burn'- to move around- to Exercise. There I said it, now if I'll just remember it tomorrow, when I wake up hurting & having to do my exercise again, because I have committed to the week!!!
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UPDATE: 10:40pm
Oh my goodness, I hurt! I am embaressed to say how much I MUST be out of shape!! My thighs hurt, walking up stairs is even worse now- getting up out of my chair... ahhhh.
:) That's ok, I am still possitive & excited to have life change.....
Let's just see how I feel tomorrow & if I can even get out of bed.
It feels good to 'feel the burn'- to move around- to Exercise. There I said it, now if I'll just remember it tomorrow, when I wake up hurting & having to do my exercise again, because I have committed to the week!!!
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UPDATE: 10:40pm
Oh my goodness, I hurt! I am embaressed to say how much I MUST be out of shape!! My thighs hurt, walking up stairs is even worse now- getting up out of my chair... ahhhh.
:) That's ok, I am still possitive & excited to have life change.....
Let's just see how I feel tomorrow & if I can even get out of bed.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Welcome Happiness in 2008
Checked out the happiness project a bit for the last few days. It's a very interesting site. It has really got me thinking- but then again, not acting. Hey, but thinking is the first step.
Tonight, once again, is more about working on the computer (on the couch, in front of the tv) Good to get something done, but I really do need to get a little less talk & a lot more action.
Tomorrow, will be a more active day. Here are the plans:
am - shake
am- workout
noon- shake
noon- workout
pm- guess what- a shake
pm- workout
tasks: take down christmas tree, clean kitchen, pick up after dog, call on pt jobs
Go team!
Tonight, once again, is more about working on the computer (on the couch, in front of the tv) Good to get something done, but I really do need to get a little less talk & a lot more action.
Tomorrow, will be a more active day. Here are the plans:
am - shake
am- workout
noon- shake
noon- workout
pm- guess what- a shake
pm- workout
tasks: take down christmas tree, clean kitchen, pick up after dog, call on pt jobs
Go team!
Jan 1
I almost slept the day away. Granted we partied pretty late last night. Unfortunaltely, it wasn't quite the way that I was hoping to "take the day on".
Guess we'll try again tomorrow, nothing else to rather do.
Guess we'll try again tomorrow, nothing else to rather do.
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