I just can't seem to "snap out of it" today - it's ridiculous, it's like I'm sad for something that hasn't even happened yet. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be down. I've tried to walk around, sound happy when I answer the phone, but now that I am alone in the office, I feel like crying. I haven't yet, but feel like at any second at the drop of a hat, POW tears will be coming. :( *sniffle* Yes, there might be a lot to cry about, it's been a very hard couple of months to get my mind around, but I'm not even the one that is most effected in all of this, I feel stupid to be upset already, so soon. (again.)
We expect to say goodbye to Grandpa B with in the next few days. He's very weak, doesn't breath strongly anymore & hasn't opened his eyes today. I talked to Grandma B this morning, she's doing ok, but I think she's getting a bit more scared. That's fair, in fact more than fair. How do you say goodbye to someone that you've known and loved for 50 years?
With tears, I guess.
