See, it hasn't been a new idea. I haven't been nuts for only a minute... check back on this blog I wrote in March!
http://jeberhard.blogspot.com/2008/03/is-love-more-than-choice.html
It is just me to challenge, analyze and think about things, and yes- question love, mine- yours-ours- freaking chill out! I can't help it, it is just who I am. A thinker not a doer. I don't think about the option that my whole future might be falling down in pieces, I think of - huh, is this the way that it is supposed to be? Is this the best situation that makes sense? What would have changed, if I did would have done this or would have said that!? You are the one that makes me think that my future is falling down in chunks! You are the one that shuts me down, to make me what to cry. That's right, it is all about you, I know- no surpize.
It's a natural thing, I am not going crazy- I have been this way, since you've known me.
I just don't get why you would be so attentive now? Why would you ask me those things! Why now, I have enough going on in my head. I don't have time to be sad about you.
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